53rd - Appreciation.

the most heartmelting phase I've ever heard,

I love you the most.

the most motivating phase I've ever heard,

I'm always by your side.

the most meaningful word I've ever heard,

anything.

the most depressing word I've ever heard,

disappointed.

52nd - Me, about me.

It was form 2.

My mind now is still stay the same at that level.

I hardly "dont think much, just go ahead".

But I did.

Some say it's thrilling, some say it's tragedy.

What I found is, way beyond expectation.

Before,

I'm selfish and naive.

Now,

I'm naive, selfish,

and not determined.

Before,

I'll ignore and forget.

Now,

I'll dream, insist,

and afraid.

I could not handle.

Absolutely not a multitasker.

"Don't think too much, just go ahead"

I thought I could.

But worsen instead.

Saying that I'm improving.

But bullshiting instead.

Thought I could love you.

But you're exhausted instead.