55th - Cockroach

Cockroach.

It just crawl over my left feet.

DAMN GELI WEI!!!!!!!!!!!!

54th - Better.

I'm good now. =)

53rd - Appreciation.

the most heartmelting phase I've ever heard,

I love you the most.

the most motivating phase I've ever heard,

I'm always by your side.

the most meaningful word I've ever heard,

anything.

the most depressing word I've ever heard,

disappointed.

52nd - Me, about me.

It was form 2.

My mind now is still stay the same at that level.

I hardly "dont think much, just go ahead".

But I did.

Some say it's thrilling, some say it's tragedy.

What I found is, way beyond expectation.

Before,

I'm selfish and naive.

Now,

I'm naive, selfish,

and not determined.

Before,

I'll ignore and forget.

Now,

I'll dream, insist,

and afraid.

I could not handle.

Absolutely not a multitasker.

"Don't think too much, just go ahead"

I thought I could.

But worsen instead.

Saying that I'm improving.

But bullshiting instead.

Thought I could love you.

But you're exhausted instead.

51st - Days and nights.

Through the time we spent together,

I fell deeper, deep down to the core.

For once I was mesmerized by my own fantasy,

sleeping in the nest of daydream for years,

now you brought me back to my real life.

Now I see the world.

You taught me strength, optimistic and love,

how I need them to expand my vision,

how I need them to go on.

Go on our journey side by side.

Till now,

Unit trust is still amusing,

reminding me about the same old thinking of us.

Durian pancakes, durian cendol and durian ice-cream.

Now even sushi has appeared on my foods-I-like-menu.

What's next?

I love you, Michelle Phang.