58th - Make you proud of me.

All I want is just making you proud of me.

That's what I asking myself.

Really really really proud of me and happy of me.

That's all.

That's all.

Don't tell me you are proud of me already.

It's a lie I know.

I've done nothing at all.

Nothing at all.

I'm just being a lover without action.

I want to make you proud of me, like how I'm so proud of you.

57th - One Whole Year Anniversary

Thanks for being my lover.

Thanks for teaching me so much.

Thanks for your tears.

Thanks for your sweat.

Thanks for your saliva.

Thanks for your sweetness.

Thanks for your love.

I love you my dear How Yee.

56th - Dreams.

"Hey girl, what's your dream?"

This phrase came by and revved up my brain

Let me rephrase it.

Hey people, how are you doing and what's in the future?

It means dreams come with life.

What's now and future?

Future depends on now.

Now depends on future.

What you are thinking maybe what you thought;

what you thought maybe what you are thinking.

Present determines the future;

Future made from present.

Am I making sense?

I'm just trying to say that

what you think and do now may affect our future;

Our future and dream whether or not achieved is lay on our hand now in reality.

Act and achieved.

Blur and failed.

And one thing,

stay still is different from doing nothing.

Not think before you act,

is think while you are acting.

55th - Cockroach

Cockroach.

It just crawl over my left feet.

DAMN GELI WEI!!!!!!!!!!!!

54th - Better.

I'm good now. =)